Well this week has been fun, alot better. im definitely almost over everything, i've been through way worse, it doesnt matter anymore. yesturday i sang, it was a good night i also really enjoyed hearing some other ppl preform. i really wish i could do something with music as a carreer or something but i know how unrealistic that is. i like psychology alot tho...but who cares for now i still have 2 years to figure all that crap out lol

today i only went to my mornning classes, had a dentist appointement, then walked up to my moms school, helped her with her class for a while. its unbelievable the different types of families that there are, its really sad but in this society noone cares about anyone. people cant just look out for one another, its always about money. eventually that will be the only thing left. i really hate people, its the stupidity of everyone and everything. this society is completely corrupted and its all because of something called "social standards". were brought up and raised to act a certain way, which makes it entirely impossible to determine whether or not the way we act is really coming from ourselves ad whether were able to honestly be responsible for our actions when practically everything we do is imposed by society. its so complicated...and i know im starting to rant so ill just leave now lol bye bye